I don’t play well with others

I’m a loner, always have been, always will be.

I do well with perhaps one friend, or a few friends, but never a big group of friends, too many people freak me out. I don’t care if thousands of people are looking at me, they’re just looking. But to actually open my soul to that many people in a circle, without choosing them myself (control issues i know) I feel intimidated, like i’m on trial by some unknown jury.

Is it wrong of me to abhor being one of the “sheeple”? To only want to steer my own ship no matter what?

Sure there is, sometimes the water/wind won’t let you go the way you want…

But I’ll be damned if I stop trying!!!!

(here’s a pic I took 3yrs ago of my ex’s little girl back when i called my photography creative concepts:))

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One Response to I don’t play well with others

  1. Fernando says:

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