Category Archives: angel

Saying goodbye to my best friend

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Lonely

Why is it, as adults, we can feel completely independent at all times, until we get sick…. You wake up alone and in pain, your head and chest feel like they’re caving in. You need water, tissues, cough medicine, and … Continue reading

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Pathetic Excuse For a Female

I am the product of being a lifelong Tomboy, and a spoiled rotten model. What I mean by that is that I have had the best hair and makeup artists at my side for over two years now (Tara Carter … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Hard Work Pays Off

After everything I’ve done, people are finally starting to value the work I’ve accomplished. So much to the point that I’ve just stepped the game up to a whole new league. I cannot discuss this in any further detail other … Continue reading

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Random Acts Of Kindness

Karma acted fast on this one. “I always could depend on the kindness of strangers” -Blanche Dubois ( A Streetcar Named Desire-Tennessee Williams” Yesterday I drove to the store (on my spare tire, I got a flat the previous night) … Continue reading

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Nightmares

Since acquiring PTSD almost 5years ago, I am plagued by nightmares every night. Even when I jolt out of bed from one, I fall back asleep, and and right back in the same scenario, same dream. It’s like even reality … Continue reading

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