Category Archives: betrayal

Calgary Crime

Once again I am victim to Calgary’s growing crime rate. This time much more impactful than the last. I awoke this morning to my neighbour calling through my window, “hello! Are you home!? Someone smashed in your window last night … Continue reading

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It’s not you, it’s me.

There was a time in my life where I fought for men’s attention. That time was my entire life up until the Rottweiler attack. After that I learned all too well how to hide from people, until this blog… And … Continue reading

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Arrogance

There is nothing I hate more in this world than arrogant people. Those who feel entitled to some level of respect after having contributed nothing. Those who speak condescending to others in an attempt to make themselves feel superior. If … Continue reading

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Model Down

Sometimes the meds aren’t enough. I don’t know if I’m hormonal right now, or if it’s just a combination of recent events finally catching up with me, but I’ve been in and out of tears for the last 4 days. … Continue reading

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Alone

“She didn’t know who would leave or stay, So she pushed them all away.”

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When I Think about You

When I think about you, I feel empty. Like I’m grasping for a feeling that should be there that isn’t. Occasionally I get the urge to call you, but remind myself, “what good will it do? What has he done … Continue reading

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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