Category Archives: boyfriend

Lady and the Tramp Syndrome

Even though to most I appear to be of good breeding, it has never bothered me until recently what the background of my partner was. I saw the good in everyone, and most of the time it seemed the ones … Continue reading

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Pregnant, PCOS, and PTSD

About 3 months ago I discovered, to my shock, that I was pregnant. This is how I found out, and how it’s affected me since. I went to my doctors because I felt the PTSD surging with a vengeance. I … Continue reading

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Variety Ruined Romance

Romance:  1.  a feeling of excitement and mystery associated with love. “in search of romance” EXCITEMENT AND MYSTERY!!!! No wonder there’s no romanticism left in the world of social media. There is no mystery, women typically give their body before … Continue reading

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Why I Don’t Go To The Bar

So, the girls and I decided to make an appearance at a local night club tonight. I remembered all too quickly why I don’t go to these venues anymore! I’m almost 30, it seems I’m officially too old for the meat … Continue reading

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Alone on New Years Eve

You hear about it for weeks before it happens, you see all the facebook statuses the day of, everyone planning their parties with groups of friends, or couples and families staying in and thankful for what they have. And then … Continue reading

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Four Weddings Fail

I used to love watching the show “four weddings canada.” I would sit there and critique each brides choices, saying which parts I agreed upon and which were just ghastly. Sometimes I’d banter with my boyfriend at the time about … Continue reading

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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The Iceberg

Stop falling in love with the first person you think you have a ton of things in common with. There are millions of people on this earth, chances are you have lots of things in common with quite a few. … Continue reading

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Valentines Day

There is no worse celebration, for someone who has recently had their heart crushed, than valentines day. The week leading up to it everyone’s conversations are filled with the topic, “what’s your plans for valentines?” “Did anyone get you anything … Continue reading

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The Broken Doll

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading

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