Category Archives: control

Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Skinny Shaming

Today I received a blatant attack on both my mental and physical health. I was told, by a fellow blogger (not of WordPress, thank goodness) that I am “suffering from anorexia,” and that I should read her blog for tips … Continue reading

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FEMINIST FAIL

To Dr. Matt Taylor and Emma Watson Feminists, you went too far. http://ww2.nationalpost.com/m/wp/blog.html?b=fullcomment.nationalpost.com/2014/11/18/robyn-urback-feminists-reinforce-their-worst-stereotypes-by-making-a-scandal-of-rosetta-scientists-sexist-shirt Calling out an amazingly talented, brilliant man for simply wearing a shirt in public? Because it has pictures of women on it!? You’re being part of a … Continue reading

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Fear Of Falling

How many of you are terrified of things out of your control? One of my fellow model friends Bree asked, “what makes you feel vulnerable,” my response “falling in love.” Truth is, inside I’m a hopeless romantic. Since leaving my … Continue reading

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Arrogance

There is nothing I hate more in this world than arrogant people. Those who feel entitled to some level of respect after having contributed nothing. Those who speak condescending to others in an attempt to make themselves feel superior. If … Continue reading

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Nightmares

Since acquiring PTSD almost 5years ago, I am plagued by nightmares every night. Even when I jolt out of bed from one, I fall back asleep, and and right back in the same scenario, same dream. It’s like even reality … Continue reading

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