Category Archives: control

Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Skinny Shaming

Today I received a blatant attack on both my mental and physical health. I was told, by a fellow blogger (not of WordPress, thank goodness) that I am “suffering from anorexia,” and that I should read her blog for tips … Continue reading

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FEMINIST FAIL

To Dr. Matt Taylor and Emma Watson Feminists, you went too far. http://ww2.nationalpost.com/m/wp/blog.html?b=fullcomment.nationalpost.com/2014/11/18/robyn-urback-feminists-reinforce-their-worst-stereotypes-by-making-a-scandal-of-rosetta-scientists-sexist-shirt Calling out an amazingly talented, brilliant man for simply wearing a shirt in public? Because it has pictures of women on it!? You’re being part of a … Continue reading

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Short Term Memory Loss

I can’t believe how many ex’s send me messages out of the blue. From England, Ontario, Edmonton, you name it. The best part is… THEY’RE EX’S FOR A REASON! Yet, they seem to forget what that reason is! Not to … Continue reading

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Do you have what it takes to model?

First of all, forget beauty queens. Models are everything but pageantry girls. We are welcomed to the world of art as we too are freaks. we stand out and usually for all the wrong reasons. Until we find the reason … Continue reading

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Nightmares

At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading

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