Category Archives: depression

The Setting Sun

After 2 years of glamour here in Calgary, I feel my spotlight drastically fading. What’s worse is I never really got to taste the full opportunity.  When something comes along and rips up your face it tends to limit what … Continue reading

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Lonely

Why is it, as adults, we can feel completely independent at all times, until we get sick…. You wake up alone and in pain, your head and chest feel like they’re caving in. You need water, tissues, cough medicine, and … Continue reading

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Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Impending Death

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading

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Skinny Shaming

Today I received a blatant attack on both my mental and physical health. I was told, by a fellow blogger (not of WordPress, thank goodness) that I am “suffering from anorexia,” and that I should read her blog for tips … Continue reading

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Mental Medication Mishaps

How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading

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Dark Beauty

“- though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me.” 23rd Psalm Since I can remember I’ve been fascinated with the concept of death. What happens after? Where … Continue reading

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