Category Archives: derranged

Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Skinny Shaming

Today I received a blatant attack on both my mental and physical health. I was told, by a fellow blogger (not of WordPress, thank goodness) that I am “suffering from anorexia,” and that I should read her blog for tips … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, angry, anxiety, art, author, Bad, beauty, blog, Blogger, bullying, calgary, canada, childhood, commonsense, control, cops, depression, derranged, disaster, discipline, fashion, model, rant, responsibility, Uncategorized, writer, Yyc | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

FEMINIST FAIL

To Dr. Matt Taylor and Emma Watson Feminists, you went too far. http://ww2.nationalpost.com/m/wp/blog.html?b=fullcomment.nationalpost.com/2014/11/18/robyn-urback-feminists-reinforce-their-worst-stereotypes-by-making-a-scandal-of-rosetta-scientists-sexist-shirt Calling out an amazingly talented, brilliant man for simply wearing a shirt in public? Because it has pictures of women on it!? You’re being part of a … Continue reading

Posted in angry, art, beauty, blog, bullying, canada, control, derranged, fashion, Feminism, glamour, insecurity, Men's rights, model, modeling, photography, Uncategorized, Women's rights | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

The Cheesecake Ca-FAIL

There is only one Cheesecake Cafe in Calgary. Today was my first visit to the ever famous “Cheesecake Cafe” here in town, and admittedly, it will be my last. Never, in my life as a restaurant connoisseur, nor in my … Continue reading

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Model Down

Sometimes the meds aren’t enough. I don’t know if I’m hormonal right now, or if it’s just a combination of recent events finally catching up with me, but I’ve been in and out of tears for the last 4 days. … Continue reading

Posted in angry, anxiety, beauty, betrayal, blog, boyfriend, calgary, canada, cousin, crazy, depression, derranged, devastation, girl, girlproblems, goodbye, makeup, mentalhealth, model, modeling, PCOS, photography, psychotic, PTSD, society | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

Posted in anxiety, beauty, betrayal, blog, boyfriend, calgary, canada, confidence, depression, derranged, devastation, girlfriend, girlproblems, glamour, goodbye, honour, hope, identity, individuality, insecurity, inspiration, love, mentalhealth, model, nervous, overwhelmed, pain, photography, PTSD, rant, responsibility, scars, writer | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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