Category Archives: devastation

Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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The Setting Sun

After 2 years of glamour here in Calgary, I feel my spotlight drastically fading. What’s worse is I never really got to taste the full opportunity.  When something comes along and rips up your face it tends to limit what … Continue reading

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Lonely

Why is it, as adults, we can feel completely independent at all times, until we get sick…. You wake up alone and in pain, your head and chest feel like they’re caving in. You need water, tissues, cough medicine, and … Continue reading

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Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Fear Of Falling

How many of you are terrified of things out of your control? One of my fellow model friends Bree asked, “what makes you feel vulnerable,” my response “falling in love.” Truth is, inside I’m a hopeless romantic. Since leaving my … Continue reading

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FOREVER R.E.D

A dark cloud of sadness resides over the fashion community of Calgary today, as we say goodbye to one of our own. The incomparably talented Ruby Ellen Johnson, age 51, designer and owner of Ruby Ellen Designs passed away this … Continue reading

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Model Down

Sometimes the meds aren’t enough. I don’t know if I’m hormonal right now, or if it’s just a combination of recent events finally catching up with me, but I’ve been in and out of tears for the last 4 days. … Continue reading

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