Category Archives: disturbing

Dark Beauty

“- though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me.” 23rd Psalm Since I can remember I’ve been fascinated with the concept of death. What happens after? Where … Continue reading

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Nightmares

At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading

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Flawed Design

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading

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Are You Mental?

Do you have any idea what it’s like to have a mental illness? Or even worse (which is most of us) a few mental illnesses running a muck on your scattered little brain? PTSD, depression, and a dose of masochistic … Continue reading

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The Boy who became the greatest man

On this day, 1959, the greatest man alive was born. He was a tiny, fragile thing… if only he knew how strong he would become. He was born to neglect and disarray, a common consequence of an all too young … Continue reading

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Decency is “Hanging” by a thread

For many years I’ve been watching the degradation of human decency within our society. Reverend Jim Jones wiped out a whole town… stay away from the kool-aid… Manson brainwashed people to murder and sabotage… rebel wars in Africa leave families, … Continue reading

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