Category Archives: god

Saying goodbye to my best friend

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Twisted Society

Why is it when a man goes on dates with different ladies he’s considered God’s gift to women, yet when a woman does she’s considered a slut? Why, when I’ve been on one date do people say “oh you’ve found … Continue reading

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Summer Setara

I literally never stop working. 🙂 which is great! The day after my birthday, (first day of summer) after MC’ing a fashion show for amazing local talent here in Calgary, I went to be the show closer/show stopper for two … Continue reading

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Divine Intervention

Ok physicists, riddle me this. Can a hood for a cobalt that was previously mangled, hanging on by only the emergency latch, magically fix itself so that it closes? Even after a mechanic told me “you better get a new … Continue reading

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To My 14yr Old Self

I would’ve written this to you at 13, but you were still happy with yourself then, even though you had a horrible haircut and buck teeth, you were still your own person. At 14 I lost you, and I’m writing … Continue reading

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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Nightmares

Since acquiring PTSD almost 5years ago, I am plagued by nightmares every night. Even when I jolt out of bed from one, I fall back asleep, and and right back in the same scenario, same dream. It’s like even reality … Continue reading

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