Category Archives: nervous

Illuminated Vintage Fashion

Our group reunited late August to create a shoot that’s been in the makings since March. Here’s how it all came to be. Almost immediately after the MAKE FASHION show back in March, I was contacted by local photographer Tim … Continue reading

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Stampede Diva

The Stampede is FINALLY OVER. And I for one couldn’t be happier. I DID NOT attend the Calgary Stampede this year, allow me to elaborate why. Every year, when sneak a peak hits, the entire city of Calgary turns into … Continue reading

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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Butterflies

“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are. But everyone else can. People are like that as well” – unknown Women are butterflies. All of us beautiful in our own way, all of us capable … Continue reading

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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The Broken Doll

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading

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Do you have what it takes to model?

First of all, forget beauty queens. Models are everything but pageantry girls. We are welcomed to the world of art as we too are freaks. we stand out and usually for all the wrong reasons. Until we find the reason … Continue reading

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