Category Archives: outcast

No Time For Love

I had en epiphany. After turning down date after date. Offer after offer. No, I’m not gay. I just don’t have any time for love. In among the bookings, the writing, the ambition to be something bigger, something better, it … Continue reading

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MAKE FASHION 2014

” Fashion is the art, designers are the Gods, models play the part of angels in the dark, which one of you would ever dare to go against, that beauty is a trade and, everyone is paid… Fashionista … How … Continue reading

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Quote

“Go ahead, throw me to the wolves. I’ll come back leading the pack.”

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Do you have what it takes to model?

First of all, forget beauty queens. Models are everything but pageantry girls. We are welcomed to the world of art as we too are freaks. we stand out and usually for all the wrong reasons. Until we find the reason … Continue reading

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Overwhelmed

Sometimes… Sometimes I feel my heart pounding through my chest, like I’m a deer being chased through the forest. There’s no reason for it. And yet. Here I am. Contemplating every action I’ve made that led me to this weak … Continue reading

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Anger Management

I get it, you’re pissed off at life. Most of us are. But when you stop focusing on what is ruining you and start to focus on what could possibly fix you, there is in fact an end to the … Continue reading

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No no on go go

So, after careful thought and consideration, I have decided to decline the opportunity to be a go go girl. Granted I would’ve made $22/hr plus tips, plus $50 for a short booking notice. The problem I discovered… I have a … Continue reading

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