Category Archives: scars

Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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Ghosts of Christmas Past

I remember more than ever, today, when Christmas was a different way. 2001 was the last clarke Christmas I remember us all together. And it will never be the same. This year our family took a huge hit… We lost … Continue reading

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Flawed Design

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading

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To the little girl in the Emergency Room

from May 20th, 2013… To the lovely little girl who was in emerg with me and who was bit by a pit bull. Sweetheart I know you’re scared, you’re such a brave girl! It’s ok to be scared, you have … Continue reading

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Scar Sisters

Since the rottweiler attack in 2009 I have questioned many aspects of life. In amongst my pursuit of the truth, I discovered the closer I came, the more alone I felt. But no one tells you at the centre of … Continue reading

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Flawed perfection

You say you want me wild That beautiful top model But truth is I’m scared to death Staring at the bottom of the bottle Drowning in my own tears I ease the pain Substance to substitute fears but what do … Continue reading

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