Category Archives: spirituality

Divine Intervention

Ok physicists, riddle me this. Can a hood for a cobalt that was previously mangled, hanging on by only the emergency latch, magically fix itself so that it closes? Even after a mechanic told me “you better get a new … Continue reading

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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Nightmares

Since acquiring PTSD almost 5years ago, I am plagued by nightmares every night. Even when I jolt out of bed from one, I fall back asleep, and and right back in the same scenario, same dream. It’s like even reality … Continue reading

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