Tag Archives: Anxiety

Becoming a mother

Everyone says your whole life will change when you have a baby. And they’re right… For me I’m still in shock. I mean, considering everything that’s wrong with me, this little one has held on 6months and 2 weeks so … Continue reading

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Crippled by anxiety and PTSD

Most of you have no clue what I go through on a daily basis, or worse what I felt last nightEdit. The things that go through my head are not healthy thoughts, I know this, and sometimes no amount of … Continue reading

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Calgary Crime

Once again I am victim to Calgary’s growing crime rate. This time much more impactful than the last. I awoke this morning to my neighbour calling through my window, “hello! Are you home!? Someone smashed in your window last night … Continue reading

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The Broken Doll

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading

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Leaving the Mountain

I was terrified when I left the Delta Kananaskis in The Rocky Mountains this morning. Thanks to my walking off of the job the day prior I had the privilege of at least leaving during daylight, I truly hope the … Continue reading

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Overwhelmed

Sometimes… Sometimes I feel my heart pounding through my chest, like I’m a deer being chased through the forest. There’s no reason for it. And yet. Here I am. Contemplating every action I’ve made that led me to this weak … Continue reading

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