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Saying goodbye to my best friend

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The man who called me “Lady C”

Today I was both overjoyed and heartbroken within an hour. I saw a clip of my good friend Mark Allen Sims on TV. Due to a nasty divorce he had been made homeless. When I saw him, singing on TV … Continue reading

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Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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Ode To My Beautiful Golden Puppy

Today I found out that tomorrow, my parents will take our almost-14yr old yellow Labrador to be put down to sleep. Naturally when I heard this it broke my heart. I know it needs to be done, she’s old and … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Stay Safe

We’ve all heard of stories like the Black Dahlia, where a young, ambitious actress/model takes a role that she thinks is going to be her big break. She doesn’t ask anyone who these people are, just gets hung up on … Continue reading

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Impending Death

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading

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