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FOREVER R.E.D

A dark cloud of sadness resides over the fashion community of Calgary today, as we say goodbye to one of our own. The incomparably talented Ruby Ellen Johnson, age 51, designer and owner of Ruby Ellen Designs passed away this … Continue reading

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Why I Tag You

Occasionally I get angry messages from people saying “please don’t tag me in your posts.” Or, they take it personally because I tagged them automatically thinking, “this must be about me.” I tag you because you’re my friends and I … Continue reading

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Model Down

Sometimes the meds aren’t enough. I don’t know if I’m hormonal right now, or if it’s just a combination of recent events finally catching up with me, but I’ve been in and out of tears for the last 4 days. … Continue reading

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Valentines Day

There is no worse celebration, for someone who has recently had their heart crushed, than valentines day. The week leading up to it everyone’s conversations are filled with the topic, “what’s your plans for valentines?” “Did anyone get you anything … Continue reading

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To My 14yr Old Self

I would’ve written this to you at 13, but you were still happy with yourself then, even though you had a horrible haircut and buck teeth, you were still your own person. At 14 I lost you, and I’m writing … Continue reading

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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