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Fear Of Falling

How many of you are terrified of things out of your control? One of my fellow model friends Bree asked, “what makes you feel vulnerable,” my response “falling in love.” Truth is, inside I’m a hopeless romantic. Since leaving my … Continue reading

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Nightmares

At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading

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Down the rabbit hole

It’s official, I’m falling. Deep, down, the symbolic rabbit hole. It’s like there’s never a bottom, and every time I think “I can’t get any lower,” down I plummet, further and further into the abyss. I could scream, but either … Continue reading

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