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Poem to PTSD

There are times I can’t seem to find The weapon to quiet the demons in my mind, How they torment and dance in my head, Typically just before I go to bed And throughout the night as I sleep, They … Continue reading

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Nightmares

Since acquiring PTSD almost 5years ago, I am plagued by nightmares every night. Even when I jolt out of bed from one, I fall back asleep, and and right back in the same scenario, same dream. It’s like even reality … Continue reading

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Flawed Design

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading

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Lost Love

So you lost the love of your life? It happens to the best of us. The perfect storm turned into a tsunami. The love went too fast and instead of heating the fires at night it incinerated everything in sight. … Continue reading

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Just Jump

Never fear leaping off the edge. God will do one of two things: If you fall, he will catch you. And if he believes in you, he’ll teach you to fly. You won’t know until you try. So jump. I … Continue reading

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JUNE 21- Forces of Nature

Does anyone out there still believe in a higher power? A sixth sense? That something may be at work in your life, or something is about to go wrong, where does that intuition come from? What or rather, who’s voice … Continue reading

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