Tag Archives: PTSD

Pregnant, PCOS, and PTSD

About 3 months ago I discovered, to my shock, that I was pregnant. This is how I found out, and how it’s affected me since. I went to my doctors because I felt the PTSD surging with a vengeance. I … Continue reading

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Poem to PTSD

There are times I can’t seem to find The weapon to quiet the demons in my mind, How they torment and dance in my head, Typically just before I go to bed And throughout the night as I sleep, They … Continue reading

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Crippled by anxiety and PTSD

Most of you have no clue what I go through on a daily basis, or worse what I felt last nightEdit. The things that go through my head are not healthy thoughts, I know this, and sometimes no amount of … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Impending Death

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading

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Mental Medication Mishaps

How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading

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It’s not you, it’s me.

There was a time in my life where I fought for men’s attention. That time was my entire life up until the Rottweiler attack. After that I learned all too well how to hide from people, until this blog… And … Continue reading

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