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Lost

A sea of endless questionsfloods my once crisp mind.While I can see,it’s as though I am blind. When I peer into the glassI do not know who I see,The person staring is a ghost,A shell of who I used to … Continue reading

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Saying goodbye to my best friend

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Traumatized

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading

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You Left Her To Die

Everyday hundreds of animals are left stranded on sides of roads, in boxes behind dumpsters, left to fend for themselves. In the event the animal is an infant, the chance of survival on their own is slim to nil. Last … Continue reading

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In Loving Memory of Dawn Harrison

Our family has suffered another tragedy today. The oldest grandchild of the Clarke family passed away during surgery this afternoon. Dawn Catherine Robinson was Born December 9,1982 she passed away today, April 30,2014 at the young age of 31. We … Continue reading

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Four Weddings Fail

I used to love watching the show “four weddings canada.” I would sit there and critique each brides choices, saying which parts I agreed upon and which were just ghastly. Sometimes I’d banter with my boyfriend at the time about … Continue reading

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Valentines Day

There is no worse celebration, for someone who has recently had their heart crushed, than valentines day. The week leading up to it everyone’s conversations are filled with the topic, “what’s your plans for valentines?” “Did anyone get you anything … Continue reading

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The Broken Doll

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading

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Ghosts of Christmas Past

I remember more than ever, today, when Christmas was a different way. 2001 was the last clarke Christmas I remember us all together. And it will never be the same. This year our family took a huge hit… We lost … Continue reading

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Strays for Days

I was sad to say goodbye to Chubbers, Shyler, and Molly. They had become such good friends with shady and lucifer. Oh the joys of being a fur-momma. Once we got settled back in in high river, (ground zero as … Continue reading

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