Tag Archives: sadness

Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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The Ice Queen

Over the years, I have endured heartache after heartache. In fact, I think I remember the exact moment my heart shattered. It was my 25th birthday in England, at my aunty mags house. The boy I had been seeing and … Continue reading

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Alone

“She didn’t know who would leave or stay, So she pushed them all away.”

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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