Tag Archives: sadness

Open letter to addicts at Christmas

I know your darkness. I know your pain. I understand what it is to be lost in among the shadows. I know you think you are powerless to control your problem, but that’s just not true. That’s how you feel … Continue reading

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Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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Alone

“She didn’t know who would leave or stay, So she pushed them all away.”

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Depression

I stand in the shower, naked and numb. Not just from some unearthly cold, but also inside my soul. One by one my feelings of trust in humanity deplete. And I’m left shivering under the boiling waters embrace as it … Continue reading

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